Goals for tomorrow. Feb, 1st

 So, as we are going into the second month of the year. I want to reflect on the first month. I'm highly disappointed in myself. I'm not happy with the fact it has taken me this long to finally get myself together. I gave myself till February 1st to get myself together. Tomorrow is February first and I have go to get myself together!!

Very odd day..

So today was odd. I didn't sleep at all the night before last. So, I was up till about 8 pm yesterday (this being 3am the next day).. I slept for a good 6 hours, now I'm wide awake.. During the day was good.. My mother in law came by, I seen my sister and brother in law and my sweet lil niecey poo! I changed her poo diaper! She's a cutie. They grow so fast. She is almost out of newborn diapers. It reminds me of my baby being, a baby! He's still my baby but.. he is almost 40 lbs LOL. Speaking of babies. That would be a main goal for losing my weight. I was diagnosed with PCOS middle to late of last year (2011). For any of you who may not know what it is, it's Poly Cystic ovarian syndrome. It's basically polyps, in the uterus/ovaries. There is a lot more to it then that. I'll tell you what drew us to that conclusion and the testing for it.

 I accomplished tons today. I'm very proud of myself. I'm not completely done yet though! Boo! I'm in need of a cup of coffee and energy. So, today I cleaned everything. Mopped all the floors, vacuumed, wiped down, disinfected, shined, polished, and just complete top to bottom clean.  I didn't eat the best today, but I did write everything down. I am going to make a page, and post about my daily eating.. When I ate it,how I ate it.. One thing that completely confuses me with people are when they post something saying they ate 5oz weighed. Well I'm learning to weigh stuff. Besides myself! I'm drinking my water, and I'm learning to learn again! I have school work that needs to get done tonight, and other stuff due tomorrow. In the mean time, I'm drinking my alka seltzer! :)

Learning this thing!

 Ok so first order of business.. Learn how to use this site. For any of you blogg nerds, help me become a blogg nerd! I'm not exactly sure how to use this site! I want to use it to the extent I can! Thank you! :)

January? 2012? Already??

  Where did time go? Only yesterday was I worried about boys. Today I'm worried about my boy, my 3 year old. He's constantly doing something. Crawling over,under,around or on. I've learned quickly that keeping up with him, is kind of like keeping a piece of ice from melting in 100 degree weather.. It's not going to happen. My son, who keeps me busy and anyone else around him busy, has been one of my biggest supporters. He constantly reminds me that I can't do something because of my weight. I reply, with a simple your right son.